‘What the heck is going on.’
The day she returned from
school with Ken.
Hearing that Ken had someone
he liked, Raphne couldn't stop the tears from streaming down as she
walked back to the dormitory.
She entered her dorm room,
closed the door, and collapsed onto her bed.
But the tears still didn't
stop.
‘Why am I like this?’
Raphne couldn't understand why
she was crying.
The moment she heard Ken's
words, an inexplicable frustration and heat surged from her chest,
making her cry.
It made no sense.
Until recently, Ken meant
nothing to Raphne.
He was just that chubby, timid
guy she liked to tease and play jokes on.
But since yesterday, she
couldn't get Ken out of her head.
Even as she cried, tormented
by his words, her heart shouted that she wanted to see him.
She had never felt anything
special for him before.
Yet, somehow, she had changed.
Confused by this
incomprehensible situation, Raphne was in turmoil.
‘That's it, from tomorrow
on, I'll just pretend not to see him.’
Crying, she buried her face in
the pillow and made up her mind.
Even though she promised
herself in her head.
“…But who on earth does he
like?”
Since earlier, she couldn't
stop thinking about Ken's words.
“Ugh━!! This is so
frustrating━!!”
So, Raphne stomped her feet,
buried her face back into the pillow, and waited for the next day.
And then morning came.
Waking up with puffy eyes
after a night of crying, Raphne sat up in bed and spoke to herself.
"Don't worry about it.
It's nothing. Why should I care about him?"
Even while brushing her hair
and looking in the mirror.
"Just because he lost
some weight and looks a bit better? Hmph, he's still just Ken."
Then, putting on her uniform
and looking in the mirror again.
"He's just Ken, Raphne.
Fat, timid, always crying at the drop of a hat. Not manly at all,
can't do anything. A dumb fatty."
Repeating this to herself, she
gradually began to calm down.
Seeing that this was quite
effective, she smiled and spoke with even more confidence about him.
"Yeah! It's just Ken! Are
you crazy? He was just a bit cute! He's kind, gentle, has a great
smile, and I just wanted to bury my face in his soft belly and smell
him every day!"
Raphne shouted these words,
confidently smiling.
But then she suddenly tilted
her head in confusion.
"...Huh?"
And then, recalling what she
just said.
"Why… why am I acting
like this?!"
Ruffling her neatly arranged
hair, Raphne fell back into confusion.
Ultimately running late for
school, Raphne hurriedly left the dormitory.
'Why am I… because of him…'
With a frustrated expression,
she quickly walked toward the academy.
Though Ken was making her
annoyed, the thought of seeing him soon made her happy.
She didn't like that feeling
either.
'I won't see him... I
definitely won't see him!'
Determined, Raphne ran.
But deep down, she knew the
reason she was running wasn’t because she was late.
When she arrived at the
academy in no time, she climbed the stairs with a troubled,
fluttering heart.
Despite not wanting to, she
couldn't help but look around.
Maybe he will pass by.
With eyes shining like a dog
looking for treats, Raphne passed by Ken’s classroom.
Normally, there was no reason
for her to be here.
If she headed west from the
main stairs, she would quickly reach her own classroom.
But today, she used the east
stairs.
‘...He's not here.’
Scanning the classroom quickly
on her way past, she didn't see the man she was looking for.
Disappointed without even
realizing it, Raphne headed towards her own classroom with slumped
shoulders.
In the midst of this…
"...Ah."
The hallway she was walking
through.
At the end of the corridor,
near the stairs, she saw the person she was seeking.
'...Ken.'
Though Raphne had just
resolved not to meet him, the moment she saw him, her resolve
vanished, and her feet moved toward him without her realizing.
'...Ken!'
Her steps quickened.
Closing the distance between
them in an instant, she suddenly noticed Emily standing shyly with
her head down, trying to say something.
Raphne's body froze at the
sight.
And then, Ken's words from the
previous day replayed automatically in her head.
'I like someone.'
His words and the scene she
was witnessing now.
To Raphne, it looked like two
people in love, confessing their feelings.
━Ping.
It felt as if something
snapped in her mind.
With trembling hands clenched
tightly, she spoke.
"...Is it her?"
Then Ken turned and looked at
her.
"...Damn it."
Ken immediately felt an alarm
sound in his head.
The beast he was facing exuded
an aura more menacing than the Ancient Dragon Tarlos.
He almost considered summoning
Tirfione.
‘No, no. Summoning Tirfione
would be like pouring gasoline on a fire.’
Ken couldn't imagine Raphne
staying calm if she saw him summon the Demon Sword.
"I'm asking you. Is she
the 'someone you want to be responsible for’?"
"Eek!"
Emily let out a small scream
under Raphne's direct glare.
It was like a rabbit facing a
tiger.
‘Stay calm. Raphne doesn't
remember anything right now.’
Even if the emotions from
before the historical change remain, they won't be as intense as
before.
So, it should be possible to
smooth things over.
Ken knew.
No matter how much he tried to
explain, Raphne wouldn't listen right now.
But if he did nothing, her
emotions would only escalate.
‘Wait a minute.’
Escalating emotions.
‘That means the traces of
the old Raphne would grow stronger, doesn't it?’
Ken began to think that he
could use this situation to his advantage.
‘In that case, I won't deny
it. Instead...’
"Emily. Calm down, and if
I give the signal, run to the classroom quickly."
"W-what?"
Emily, who was trembling,
couldn't understand what Ken was saying.
"I'm asking you again. Is
she the one you're taking responsibility for?"
And then, a beast slowly
approached.
Raphne.
When she got closer to a
certain point...
"Now! Run, Emily!"
At the moment Ken lunged at
Raphne, she understood what his signal meant.
"I-I'm sorry! Thank you!"
Escaping from the terror of
death thanks to his sacrifice, Emily ran desperately towards the
classroom.
"Hey━! Where do you
think you're going!!"
Raphne tried to chase after
the fleeing Emily immediately.
But she stopped moving.
━Grab.
"Got you!!"
Ken had suddenly thrown
himself and grabbed her, preventing Raphne from moving further.
But it didn't matter.
She intended to break free
from this slight restraint with her strength and quickly chase after
that girl.
With that in mind, Raphne
struggled in Ken's arms.
Of course, that too was
blocked by Ken.
"Good, good."
Not missing the chance, Ken
skillfully patted Raphne's head to calm her down before she could
start thrashing about.
"Oh, huh?"
Raphne unknowingly leaned her
head against his chest.
'Raphne is acting based on her
remaining emotions right now.
...So, let's trigger different
emotions.'
The plan was to draw out new
emotions while leaving behind the memories fueled by jealousy.
If you asked whether such
behavior would work on an enraged Raphne, it worked exceptionally
well.
"Oh, ho-e-e..."
Raphne, softened by the
familiar sense, immediately let herself sink into Ken's embrace,
enjoying his touch.
It was the scent she had long
missed these past few days.
A familiar and warm embrace.
Though the softness couldn't
quite match the sensation her body remembered, it was undoubtedly the
feeling Raphne longed for.
‘Phew, that was close.’
I let out a sigh of relief
after the first period started.
Now, I'm peacefully sitting at
my seat in the classroom, listening to the lesson.
As I expected, Raphne, who was
swayed by emotions, became docile when led by familiar and positive
feelings, and returned to her classroom.
This is exactly the effect I
hoped for.
After resolving the urgent
situation with Emily,
Raphne's misunderstanding of
the situation between Emily and me would further amplify her
emotions.
The greater the feelings from
the past, the easier it might be to recall memories - that's the
groundwork I was laying.
‘...Of course, if her
emotions grow too large and she goes berserk, that would be a
problem.’
Still, I have fairly strong
physical abilities now.
At this moment, I am more than
capable of dealing with a rampant Raphne.
Though, if she starts using
her unique skills indiscriminately, things might get unpredictable.
‘She wouldn't kill me,
right?’
At worst, I’d just be
getting beaten up.
If that’s the case, I’m
willing to take the risk.
After finishing my morning
classes.
I skipped lunch and
immediately left the classroom.
It was partly to avoid the
flock of female students, but I also had business with someone else.
“Ah, Ken! What about lunch?”
“Sorry, Mary! Let’s eat
together next time!”
In my haste to leave, I
spotted Mary coming to my classroom, but I could only wave to her
regretfully.
I wanted to hear that person’s
opinion as soon as possible.
So, I headed downstairs.
That's where the first years
gather.
“Wow, who’s that?”
“Isn’t he a senior?”
“Oh my, he’s so
handsome... Do you know his name?”
Sure enough, as I descended to
the first floor, the eyes of students, grouped together for lunch,
were drawn to me.
It's not common for a
second-year student to come down to the first-year floor.
But most likely, it’s due to
my changed appearance.
When I passed this area before
losing weight, I didn’t get this kind of reaction.
‘This is uncomfortable...’
Enduring the gathered stares,
I looked through the classrooms, searching for someone.
As I reached the third
classroom,
“…Oh! Alicia!”
I spotted Alicia happily
chatting with a group of girls and called out to her. It had been a
while since I last saw her, and apart from being glad to see her, she
was the most helpful person I could think of for a consultation.
My voice drew the attention of
the classroom's students, and soon, I heard excited squeals from the
girls.
“Oh my gosh! Alicia! He came
to find you!”
“Wh-Who is he? Do you know
him? Is he your boyfriend?”
“Wow, Alicia, you're
amazing! You're even a master at love advice! I respect you,
teacher!”
Alicia’s friends, realizing
who I was, started making a fuss and squealed around her, drawing
more attention.
Meanwhile, Alicia, absorbing
all their excitement,
“……”
was glaring at me with a
suspicious look.
‘...Ugh, maybe I did create
a bit of a nuisance.’
In my urgency, I had called
out without thinking.
I should have asked someone to
call her instead.
I was still not used to this
face, which led to a small mistake.
Alicia said something to her
friends for a moment and then approached the front door of the
classroom where I was standing.
Grab.
She grabbed my arm and pulled
me somewhere.
“U-Uwah! Alicia?”
“Hey, could you please
follow me? Everyone's staring.”
“……”
I closed my mouth and looked
at the passing students at Alicia’s words.
Everyone was indeed looking
this way.
She led me to the backyard of
the Academy's main building.
It was a rather quiet place
with fewer people.
When we arrived at a suitable
spot in the backyard, Alicia let go of my arm and looked up at me.
She crossed her arms and
glowered at me.
“Sigh,
so, what’s the matter?”
Feeling somewhat uneasy due to
her different-than-usual demeanor, I hurriedly got to the point.
“Um, I... I have something
I’d like to consult you about.”
“……”
Alicia's reaction to my words
was subtle.
Her gaze seemed to say, ‘What,
is it that again?’
Seeing that expression, I
tilted my head, and Alicia spoke up.
“Hey, Senior, I'm sorry, but
my schedule for love consultations is fully booked. First, can you
tell me your name? When your turn comes later..."
I was momentarily taken aback
by her explanation, indicating her discomfort.
Tell her my name?
“Ah, wait a second!
Alicia... it's me! It's me!”
I urgently interrupted her
words, pointing to myself as I spoke.
“...Huh? Sorry, but I don't
think we've met before?”
She tilted her head, looking
at me suspiciously.
Frustrated, I finally blurted
out my name.
“It's me, Ken! Ken
Feinstein!”
"…What?"
Alicia's eyes widened upon
hearing that.
"Whoa?! K-Ken senior?"
She jumped in surprise,
reverting to her usual self.
Why is she so shocked? Alicia
should have seen me in my Calorie Burn form...
Ah.
‘Come to think of it, Alicia
saw my current appearance during that event.’
She had seen me in Calorie
Burn mode during the ten-day Time Loop Event.
Since there hadn’t been a
chance to meet afterward, it was only natural that she didn't
recognize my current appearance.
After hearing my detailed
explanation, Alicia finally relaxed and smiled as usual.
"Ha ha~! I never imagined
there was such a handsome guy hidden under all that fat, Ken senior!”
She scratched her head as she
said this.
“So, what is this
consultation about? Considering the favor I owe you from the Survival
Event and the gold coins we got from the Mansion, I'll offer you the
consultation for free!”
Alicia rubbed her hands
together as she spoke.
‘…So, the Survival Event
and the Mansion of Horrors went on as usual…’
While I don't know the
details, it seems our first meeting has now changed to the Survival
Event.
If I hadn’t cleared the
Mansion Event, I wouldn't have challenged the Tower of Tarlos, so it
seems I did complete it.
It seems history has only been
neatly altered when it's directly related to the Child of Destiny.
Anyway, once the
misunderstanding was cleared up, I quickly explained my situation to
Alicia.
“…You want to recover lost
memories?”
“Yes, is there any way to do
that using your Mystic Eye? Maybe inducing a trance to recover the
memories?”
Before possession, I had seen
a program where hypnosis was used to recall past life memories.
If that's true, then it might
be possible to do something similar with Alicia's Mystic Eye.
That’s why I sought Alicia’s
help.
“Sorry, but that’s
difficult.”
Alicia shook her head, looking
apologetic.
“Wh-why?! With the powers of
your Mystic Eye, can’t you perform such mental interventions?!”
“I wish I could as well. My
Mystic Eye can erase memories, but it can’t recover them…”
Alicia elaborated while
holding up her index finger.
“For example, even if I use
my Mystic Eye to hypnotize someone and say, ‘Heal your wound!’
the wound wouldn’t heal.”
“What do you mean?”
“What I mean is, it’s
difficult to use it to recover something lost like memories."
Alicia then explained a
similar request she had received before.
A noble had asked her to
restore the lost memories of their child.
Despite Alicia trying her
best, it was ultimately futile.
“Oh, come to think of it!”
While recounting this story,
Alicia suddenly smiled brightly as if an idea had struck.
"The noble boy eventually
recovered his memories!"
"What? How?"
"Um... I heard that he
experienced something similar to a shocking incident from his lost
memories, and that led to his recovery..."
Alicia rubbed her temples with
both index fingers as she tried to recall.
"In short! They used
shock therapy to solve it!"
She glossed over the details
with a wink, as if she couldn't remember them all.
'But that makes sense...'
Shock therapy.
I definitely remember hearing
something similar before I was possessed.
A shocking incident that could
be recreated from Raphne's lost memories.
Then, it suddenly came to me.
My imprisonment.
And my first kiss with Raphne.
'No, no. That was a shocking
memory for me.'
Of course, I didn't dislike
it.
In fact, it was a good memory.
"...Ah!"
As I continued to think about
my time with Raphne, something clicked.
"Oh! Did you come up with
a good idea?"
"Yes! Thanks, Alicia!
I'll definitely repay you for this later!"
"Ahyahat! It's nothing!
If it's alright with you, I'd be grateful if you could do me a favor
next time!"
"...A favor?"
When I asked, Alicia gave a
mischievous look and made a circle with her index finger and thumb to
symbolize money.
"With a face like yours,
you'd get tons of blind dates offered! And then the gold coins coming
my way... hehehe."
I pretended not to hear and
quickly left the place.
"A-Ah! You have to
promise me!"
I decided I'd treat her to a
nice meal later.
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