Fortunately, Emily regained
consciousness by the time daylight broke.
"...Thank you."
"No, I was warm too..."
Naturally, as she had fainted
in the cold night, I had to hold her to maintain our body heat.
When she opened her eyes and
found herself in my arms, Emily was startled but expressed her
gratitude.
Afterward, with daylight
allowing us to see our surroundings, Emily supported me as we made
our way out of the forest.
"T-that's... Enzo..."
We relayed the sad news about
Enzo to the female students who had returned from searching for him
the previous day.
Some looked shocked, while
others burst into tears.
Those must have been the ones
who had been close to him.
Of course, I was the one who
had to make his grave.
On the island, besides me,
there were only women.
Tasks that required physical
strength naturally fell to me.
Moreover, it wasn't ideal to
have them see the body of a classmate who had been torn in two.
Anyway, since it wasn't that
difficult for me, I handled it quickly.
"Good work, Ken."
After finishing the digging,
setting up a suitable stele, I heard Emily's voice from behind me.
"Were you close with
Enzo?"
"No way. Before the past
changed, I only saw him briefly in our first year, and even after the
past changed, all I remember is him being nosy."
Emily's memories had
completely returned to her.
However, the difference
between the memories from before and after the Past Alteration seemed
to leave her a bit confused.
“That aside, I didn’t
expect to change the past at the tower and lose our memories too.”
After completing the grave for
Enzo, the two of us moved to a nearby beach.
We settled down in some shade
and watched the crashing waves.
Naturally, we held each
other's hands tightly.
"You know, Ken… that
thing you said… was it true?”
Emily leaned gently against my
shoulder, looking up at me.
“Huh? What are you talking
about?”
“You know, …what you said
in the forest.”
“Ah, yes.”
Realizing what she meant by
her shy words, I awkwardly nodded in response. Overwhelmed by
emotions as my memories returned, I confessed to Emily suddenly.
But if asked now whether I
would take it back, I would definitely say no.
“…Hehe.”
Seemingly satisfied with my
answer, Emily blushed and laughed cutely. Then she wrapped her arm
around mine tenderly.
“I like you too, Ken.”
“Yes, I heard that before.”
“I’m going to keep saying
it because it’s what I want to say.”
Emily looked at me with a
playful expression. It felt like a conversation between lovers, like
lovers' gestures. I didn’t dislike it. But…
‘Is this really okay?’
There was something weighing
on my mind. And it didn’t take long to recall what it was.
Raphne and Mary.
Their faces lingered in my
thoughts.
Raphne also told me she likes
me. And I feel the same way.
Mary told me she likes me too.
Likewise, I have feelings for Mary.
‘Ugh, what a trashy guy.’
Thinking through the current
situation carefully, I realized I was nothing short of a jerk.
Liking three women at the same
time.
“Aren’t you struggling too
much?”
“…Huh?”
“Right now, you’re
thinking about those other two next to me. Mary and Raphne.”
“What? How did you…”
“Ken, your face reveals so
much.”
Perhaps feeling a bit jealous,
Emily put my arm around her shoulder and wrapped her hand around my
waist.
As a result, Emily’s body
pressed closer to mine.
“It’s okay, don’t
worry.”
“How can I not worry?”
It wasn’t about worrying
about something else; it was about how to tell Raphne and Mary about
this mess of feelings I had.
Meeting all three without
saying anything?
That would make me no
different than a philanderer. I couldn’t accept that.
So, I need to let Mary and
Raphne know about my current situation.
‘…Especially Raphne.’
I was extremely worried.
Raphne, with her strong
possessiveness and attachment to me.
I couldn’t imagine what
might happen.
“That’s why it’s okay.”
Noticing my continued anxiety,
Emily tightened her grip on my hand resting on my chest.
“If something really serious
happens… then I'll step back.”
“Emily…. What do you mean
by that?”
“Well, if we're talking
about qualifications, I'm the least qualified.”
Emily rested her head on my
shoulder and lowered her gaze with a somber expression.
Yet, she tried to smile.
“Don’t say things like
that.”
“…Huh?”
I held Emily’s hand firmly,
showing my strong resolve.
“What I’m worried about is
how to tell both of them the truth, not about choosing who to leave
behind.”
“…….”
Hearing Emily’s words, I was
certain of my feelings.
I want to be happy with all
three of them.
I don't want to see anyone
with a sad face.
Even if Raphne opposes, I’ll
try my utmost to persuade her.
Mary... might dislike the
idea, but she probably wouldn't be as fiercely against it as Raphne.
“Emily, don’t have any
strange worries. I’ll take responsibility for my words.”
“Ken…”
Emily looked at me with teary
eyes, touched by my words.
Blushing and with trembling
eyes, she brought her face closer to mine with her eyes closed.
“…Mmm.”
And so, Emily and I shared a
kiss.
It was our first kiss since
the sixth loop we experienced together.
“S-sorry about suddenly….
I was just so happy that I couldn’t help myself.”
“Oh, no… I liked it too.”
After a brief kiss, an awkward
silence lingered between us.
However, Emily didn't move
away from my embrace and kept her head resting on my shoulder as time
passed. I held her shoulder, gazing at the waves, and strengthened my
resolve.
‘Somehow, I'll make it
work.’
By some stroke of good
fortune, this world allows for polygamy. So, if I can gain the
agreement of all three, we can reach a happy ending.
One where no one is sad.
“Mmm…”
When I opened my eyes, I saw
the familiar ceiling.
‘I'm back.’
It was just a night since the
time before I ended up on the uninhabited island. In other words, no
real-world time had passed after the island incident.
Of course, I knew this from
the game, but facing it directly felt strange.
‘It was definitely a week on
the island.’
After Enzo's death, Emily and
I settled our feelings and survived on the island without further
issues. Occasionally, we faced events like monster hordes or heavy
rains.
Thanks to my crafting skills
and unique abilities, we solved problems without much difficulty.
The real challenge starts now.
‘I have to tell the other
two.’
Even if they might scold me
for being a jerk, and I’m sure they will, I need to make my
feelings clear to them.
I have to persuade them so I
can be with all three.
With this in mind, I left the
dormitory with a tense expression from the morning.
“Your swordplay is unusually
sharp today, Ken.”
“Is it?”
“Yes, it's like that of a
knight who has made a resolute decision.”
It seems that when a useless
person gives it their all, their swordplay can resemble that of a
determined knight.
Unaware of this fact,
Siegfried looked at me proudly after our training was over.
After finishing my usual
morning training, I headed to Raphne’s Tower, following my routine.
“Ke-e-e-en!”
As I opened the Tower's Door,
Raphne, wearing an apron, embraced me.
‘As always, it’s a
familiar, comforting scent.’
While the scents of Emily and
Mary make my heart flutter, Raphne's fragrance not only makes my
heart flutter but also warms my soul.
It feels like I've come to my
sanctuary.
“Huh? You look unusually
happy today.”
“Do I?”
Maybe so. After all, it's the
first time in a week since I've seen Raphne.
“Is it because you really
like me?”
“Let’s put it that way.”
“Hehe.”
I stroked Raphne’s head for
a while as she held onto me, then had the breakfast she prepared
before leaving the tower.
“Let go, Raphne…”
“Nooo! You said you liked me
so much! Then it's okay to stay in the tower with me today!”
As usual, she teared up and
clung to my clothes as I headed to the Academy, waving goodbye.
‘I need to persuade Mary
first.’
Of course, I didn’t reveal
my true feelings to Raphne.
Starting with a Boss Monster
is too dangerous.
First, I intended to tell
Mary, who could better handle the aftermath.
I also needed to respond to
the confession she gave me.
“Mary.”
“Oh, Ken.”
Arriving at the Academy
earlier than usual, I quickly left my things in the classroom and
went to Mary’s class.
There, sitting at her desk,
was Mary, who was always an early arrival at the Academy.
Calling her from the back door
of the classroom, she, who was usually expressionless, smiled gently
and stood up.
Then she hurriedly trotted
over to me.
‘Adorable…’
Seeing her like that made my
heart race.
Normally, I would suppress
such an indecisive heart with force, but after accepting my true
feelings, my affectionate emotions for her easily arose.
“What is it?”
Mary, looking both pleased and
flustered, blushed as she stood in front of me.
“Mary, I have something I
want to talk about. ...When would be a convenient time for you?”
“……”
Without beating around the
bush, I got straight to the point.
However, if I were to talk
about such things at the back door of the classroom, strange rumors
would surely spread throughout the Academy.
First, I needed to arrange a
separate time to tell her carefully when we could be alone.
And at my sudden suggestion to
meet, Mary widened her eyes in surprise.
Avoiding my gaze slightly, she
shyly answered.
“Uh, after the Academy...
anytime after that is fine.”
“Okay, let's meet then. I
really have something important to say today.”
“Yes, yes!”
When I looked at her with a
determined gaze, Mary, uncharacteristically flustered, blushed.
It seems she has a rough idea
of what I'm going to say.
Of course, it's a positive
response to the confession.
The problem is that it will be
followed by some shocking news.
But it can't be helped.
I am sincere.
I will confront it head-on.
After arranging the meeting
time with Mary, I confidently returned to the classroom.
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