The sky was painted with the
sunset, shining in a beautiful orange hue.
I like the bright blue sky
when the sun is high, but I also have a fondness for the evening
sunset sky.
Moreover, there's the sight of
trees swaying in the refreshing breeze.
Finally, being in the arms of
the woman I love would make for an indescribably happy moment.
“Waaaah—!!”
Except for the fact that I'm
being kidnapped.
“Ra, Raphne! Stop!
St—Mmmphf!”
Raphne, as if refusing to
listen to me, pressed my face into her ample chest and spoke.
“No! I can’t lose Ken like
this!”
Raphne looked at me with teary
eyes and continued to run swiftly without stopping.
Of course, in my current
state, I could break free by force, but that might lead to a fight.
So, for now, I decided to wait
and see where Raphne was taking me.
Emily and Mary were nowhere in
sight.
Using Innate Speed, Raphne's
physical abilities were enhanced, enabling her to move at incredible
speed.
If she solely focused on
escaping, no one in the Academy, or even the entire Lillias Kingdom,
could catch her.
“I absolutely refuse! Sob,
I absolutely don't want to lose Ken!”
Even as she ran, Raphne looked
at me with tearful eyes.
Her gaze was pleading with me
not to abandon her. It was a familiar gaze.
Feeling her desperation, I
silently closed my eyes and kept quiet until she took me wherever she
intended.
After running for quite some
time, we arrived at our destination.
We had left the Academy and
even the city where we had been on our date, reaching the outskirts
of the forest.
Raphne finally stopped after
continuing to run deep into the forest.
It seemed she was too
breathless to keep running any further.
"Ra-Raphne..."
I caught her as she staggered
and quickly held her in my arms.
Then I settled her against a
nearby tree, placing her head on my lap to let her rest.
"Ken... No... I
absolutely can't..."
Despite her ragged breathing,
Raphne clung to my collar and muttered those words.
'It's already getting dark...'
While Raphne was running, the
sunset had faded, and the sky was lit by moonlight.
The forest at twilight was
completely enveloped in darkness, making it difficult to distinguish
our surroundings.
'We won't be able to make it
back like this.'
Helplessly, it seemed we'd
have to camp in the forest tonight.
Unlike the previous time on
the uninhabited island, I thankfully had a Subspace Pocket with me
now.
I had enough supplies for an
emergency, including a tent and materials to start a fire.
Before it got any darker, I
set up the tent and took out some firewood, using a Spirit Stone to
ignite it.
The tent wasn't spacious
enough for two people to sleep comfortably, but it would at least
keep out the wind and dew.
I laid out bedding inside and
placed Raphne there.
The Innate Speed skill
provides incredible performance but consumes a significant amount of
stamina.
That's its only drawback.
Although it's rarely used to a
point that would lead to exhaustion in normal combat situations.
After running for so long,
Raphne seemed completely worn out as if her stamina had been entirely
depleted.
"I'm sorry… Raphne."
I held Raphne's hand as she
lay there and apologized.
Perhaps I had brought up the
topic too hastily.
If I had taken a bit more time
to reveal the truth to her, maybe she wouldn't have run away like
this.
I felt guilty.
"Ken…"
At that moment, Raphne came to
her senses, gently opened her eyes, and grasped my hand.
It wasn't to feel my warmth
but to hold onto me.
"…No, don't go…"
"I'm not going anywhere.
I always say that."
"But… but you said
you'll marry other women."
With tears brimming in her
eyes, Raphne spoke those words.
Soon she rested her head on my
leg and hugged my waist tightly.
She often hugged my waist when
she didn't want to let me go, back when we were at the Tower.
"I said I liked you…
Sobbing,
I also like you, Ken. Why do you want others…"
"…I'm sorry."
All I could do was apologize.
It was certainly my fault for
developing feelings for the other two while liking Raphne.
"I don't want it! Ken is
mine! Please stay by my side forever!"
"I'm not going anywhere.
I promise… I'll be by your side forever, Raphne."
While stroking Raphne's head
as she clung to me, I couldn't help but feel guilty, yet it was
something I had to say.
"So please give your
blessing to the other two as well. Because they like me just as much
as you do, Raphne..."
"......."
"I don't want to see
those two sad like you."
Of course, the biggest reason
is that I like the two of them. As a man, I don't want to give up the
idea of marrying them and living together. However, I explained it
slightly differently to persuade Raphne.
"What if, just
hypothetically... what if there were three of you?"
This example might be absurd,
but it was the closest analogy to help her understand my feelings at
the moment.
"Would you be okay if one
of the three ended up with me while you watched the other two of me
being sad?"
"I don't know about
that... Sobbing,
there's only one Ken."
"But, to me, there are
three precious people."
With the hope that she would
understand, I held her tightly.
Raphne, responding to my
embrace, lifted her head and buried her face against my neck.
"I'm sorry. Truly... It's
all my fault. I really am a bad person."
"..."
"I'll spend my whole life
making it up to you. I can't give up on you, Raphne, just like I
can't give up on the other two."
"...No, sniff...
I don't want to... Ken is, sobbing,
Ken is mine..."
Raphne shook her head gently
while nestled in my arms. It felt like she was resisting less than
before, though.
If it were the Raphne from
before, she would have never agreed to this.
But now, she has her memories
back, including the good times with Emily and Mary.
And Raphne is kind.
If I started like trash, I'll
continue as such—I will rely on her kindness.
"Then let's try thinking
about it differently."
I released Raphne from my
embrace and faced her tear-streaked face.
Moist eyes trembled anxiously
as they met my gaze.
"I'm not Raphne's
possession, but... Raphne is mine."
"...What does that mean?"
Raphne sniffled and pouted at
my strange logic.
"Be mine forever, Raphne.
I can never give you up. Even if it means kidnapping you, even if it
means imprisonment, I will marry you."
It's strange logic.
It's a nonsensical, trashy
statement.
Yet, I pleaded with her
sincerely.
It's not that I divided 100%
of my feelings for her into three parts and gave them to the other
two.
I still hold 100% of my
feelings for Raphne.
I just developed 100% of my
feelings for the other two as well.
"In return, I'll be by
your side forever. I will never neglect you."
"...Sob."
Did my genuine voice reach
her?
Raphne burst into tears and
clung to me.
"Sobbing,
it's too much! You know I can never give up on you Ken! That's why
you're being so insistently pushy!"
"Yes, that's right. I'm a
bad guy. And I also know that Raphne likes the other two."
I haven't forgotten how the
three of them got along so well at the academy.
Raphne certainly acknowledged
the other two.
I was just taken aback by my
own selfish desire to have all three of them.
If I had been a bit more
patient, I probably would have been able to handle the situation more
smoothly.
It was just my impatience at
fault.
"...Then... you can never
give up even one of us."
Raphne, clutching my collar
and burying her face in my chest, murmured in a trembling voice.
"Yes. If you allow it, I
can give you anything you want."
I was sincere.
I'm out of my mind right now.
Because if I hadn't lost my
mind, I wouldn't be able to tell the woman I love that I want to be
with three women.
Being this crazy allows me to
give anything to Raphne.
So I resolved myself firmly.
Whatever she demands from now
on.
I decided to accept it with a
smile.
Even if she asks for my limbs,
I'll cut them off with a smile.
"...No."
Raphne lifted her head.
As she raised her face from my
chest, there it was—those familiar eyes staring at me.
Eyes so dark and hollow, you
could get lost in them.
Those were the terrifying eyes
Raphne had when she showed her possessiveness.
Seeing that gaze, I
reflexively swallowed hard.
"I can never give up
Ken's firsts."
"...Huh?"
I had resolved to accept
anything with a smile.
"Mm?!"
Smooch.
I couldn't smile in response
to Raphne's sudden kiss as she grabbed my shirt collar.
Taken aback by Raphne's
unexpected kiss, her soft tongue invaded my mouth.
It was an assertive kiss, yet
her tongue gently entwined with mine.
"Mm..., smooch. Haa..."
After indulging in my lips to
her satisfaction, Raphne pulled away and looked at me.
Her eyes were still hollow,
but her face flushed with excitement, she gazed at me anxiously.
"Do you really like me?"
Her trembling hand lightly
traveled up my shirt collar, conveying her unease.
She was feeling insecure.
She wondered if my love for
her was genuine after hearing I loved two other women.
Sensing her emotions, I
swallowed my embarrassment, blushing as I faced her sincerely.
"I love you, truly,
Raphne."
And then, I kissed her in
return and gently laid her on the floor.
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