"Right? Since she didn't
receive love from her parents, she was raised by the love of the
villagers. I think it's a true blessing."
"...What?"
Si-hyun had suspected that
there might be circumstances involving Ye-rin's parents, but hearing
the story directly was quite shocking.
Grandmother looked at Si-hyun
with a sympathetic expression as he opened his eyes wide in surprise.
"Judging by your
reaction, I guess Ye-rin didn't talk about her parents?"
"No... even when I asked,
she only said they were busy with work."
Grandmother clicked her tongue
and shook her head.
"Saying they're busy with
work isn't entirely wrong. After her husband passed away, her mother
just holed herself up in the company."
Si-hyun was at a loss for
words upon hearing that Ye-rin's father wasn't around, initially
thinking they were simply busy with dual-income jobs.
'I didn't even know...'
Si-hyun suddenly felt
embarrassed about his past self. Although he was innocent back then,
he frequently asked Ye-rin about her parents during their childhood.
'How hurt must Ye-rin have
been every time I brought up her parents.'
Si-hyun clenched his fists
tightly enough that his palms ached. Reflecting on his self-reproach,
he asked, "Grandma, can you tell me about Ye-rin's childhood?"
"I wish I could, but it's
better if you ask Ye-rin directly."
"I'm afraid Ye-rin will
get hurt if I ask her directly..."
"Hearing about a hidden
truth from someone else is more hurtful."
Could he ask Ye-rin about her
family matters?
Is it right to pry into
something she might not want to discuss? If she wants to keep it
hidden, shouldn't he pretend not to know?
While Si-hyun's mind was torn
with various options and a heat rose on his forehead, Grandmother
spoke with a gentle expression.
"If you truly love each
other, you should be able to console one another's wounds. Do you
want Ye-rin to constantly hide and feel anxious?"
"Absolutely not! If she
experiences such hardships, I want to be there to comfort her..."
Grandmother nodded with a
bright smile.
"Keeping things hidden
doesn't solve everything. Since you two are together, it will
eventually come out, so it's better to resolve it early, which is why
I'm telling you."
"Yes..."
Grandmother's warm hands
stroked Si-hyun's cheek. As her hand moved down to pat his hesitant
shoulder, she spoke her heartfelt words.
"My poor granddaughter.
Please take good care of her, will you?"
Si-hyun responded to
Grandmother's request with a resolute look.
"Yes, Grandmother. I will
definitely make her happy."
After finishing his walk with
Grandmother, Si-hyun shut himself in his room with a heavy heart.
"To think Ye-rin didn't
have a father..."
On top of that, with her
remaining mother buried in work, it meant Ye-rin was left at home
alone from morning until late at night when she was younger.
"Was that why the
refrigerator at Ye-rin's house was covered with delivery menus?"
Thinking about how a child who
found joy in eating couldn't even enjoy a regular home-cooked meal
and had to rely on deliveries made Si-hyun's heart ache.
"Even when she came to
our family’s restaurant alone as a child..."
Ye-rin had visited his
parents' Chinese restaurant alone when she was just seven years old.
How she ordered as if she was
used to it, and how the house lights were all off when he would see
her home.
When he compared this with
what Grandmother had mentioned, the puzzle pieces fit together.
Confronted with Ye-rin's dark
past, Si-hyun felt his heart grow heavier and his eyes heated up,
forcing him to dry-wash his face hurriedly. In a choky voice, he
murmured,
"Why didn’t you tell
me?"
Si-hyun knew how foolish his
words sounded. Even he would have wanted to hide a sad family
background if it were his own.
"But if she had told
me..."
What could he have done if she
had told him? The more deeply he thought about it, the more acutely
Si-hyun felt his helplessness.
Ye-rin had always been there
to comfort and uplift him when he was struggling, yet he had never
done the same for her.
More than anyone else, she
must have needed comfort.
"Sigh..."
Si-hyun grabbed his hair with
one hand. It was the first time he had ever felt so pathetic about
himself.
During dinner.
"So, you know,
Grandmother Bok-soon..."
Ye-rin, who had been
chattering about today's events, noticed that both Si-hyun and
Grandmother were unusually quiet and began to look worriedly between
them.
"Did something happen to
both of you? Why aren't you saying anything..."
Ye-rin glanced back and forth
at them with anxious eyes. Si-hyun silently continued eating, and
Grandmother calmly replied.
"Nothing happened. But
who taught you to talk with your mouth full while eating?"
"Oh. I learned it all
from you, Grandmother! Always going on about what Mr. Kim next door
did or some bachelor marrying a city girl—I had to listen to all
that..."
"Enough with the noise.
Just eat quietly."
"Tsk..."
Ye-rin chewed on her
chopsticks and glanced over at Si-hyun. His appearance as he ate was
both serious and handsome.
However, there was something
off about him compared to his usual serious self, creating an
uncomfortable feeling.
Tap, tap.
Ye-rin tapped Si-hyun's thigh
with her toes and whispered in his ear.
"Si-hyun, why do you look
so down? Did Grandma scold you for not doing your work well?"
"No."
"'No' you say? Really?
Just by looking at you..."
Ye-rin stopped speaking
midway. Si-hyun was staring at her with a complex expression, causing
her to pause.
'If not, then what's going
on...'
As Si-hyun's demeanor had
noticeably changed from the morning, a sense of unease spread through
her chest. Her pupils trembled, and just as she was about to lower
her gaze, she lost the courage to meet Si-hyun's eyes.
Clack.
Si-hyun placed his chopsticks
on the table. Then, holding Ye-rin's wrist, he spoke.
"Let's talk for a
moment."
"What? Why all of a
sudden..."
Without any response, Si-hyun
led Ye-rin out of the house.
Meanwhile, Grandmother watched
the young pair's retreating figures with a gentle gaze.
Having cared for Ye-rin like a
daughter all this time, Grandmother only hoped that this event would
lead her granddaughter to a better life.
In the countryside, the stars
were beautifully visible in the night sky.
Si-hyun took Ye-rin to a
nearby beach.
"Si-hyun, how far are we
going!"
Even as he pulled her along,
Si-hyun was careful not to hurt her. Despite this consideration,
Ye-rin found his current self frightening.
Her legs trembled at his
unusual behavior, and to dispel the tense atmosphere, she gently
attempted a joke.
"Oh, I get it. You're
going to confess to me here, right? Bringing me all the way to the
beach, you're indeed..."
Si-hyun's movements halted,
and at the same time, Ye-rin's breath caught. She couldn't think of
any likely topics of conversation, and all she recalled were
situations related to confessions.
However, if the upcoming
conversation was about a confession, judging by the atmosphere, the
chances of being rejected seemed high.
'I don't like that...'
Ye-rin stepped back slowly
from the silent Si-hyun. But with her wrist held, she couldn't get
far and ended up stepping back in place.
With her escape route blocked,
Ye-rin asked in a trembling voice.
"Ah, why have you been
acting like this since earlier? Do you know you feel really
unfamiliar right now?"
Si-hyun looked at the
frightened Ye-rin with compassionate eyes. He then released her wrist
and spoke to her in a calm voice.
"Ye-rin."
"...Yes?"
"I don't care what it is.
Tell me everything you know about me."
"What? What do you mean
by that?"
"Please."
‘What kind of request is
this?’
Si-hyun's absurd demand made
Ye-rin's tension ease just a little.
'He's asking about the thing
I'm most confident in...'
Ye-rin smiled softly, cleared
her throat, and began to speak slowly.
"Kim Si-hyun. You're
182cm tall and recently put on 3kg, so you weigh 75kg now. Your
favorite color is sky blue, and your favorite football team is
Barcelona. You haven't decided on a career yet, so you're considering
taking over your parent's business.
Your hobbies are working out
and computer games, and since you searched for 'PlayStation' last
time, it seems like you're interested in those games too.
When you lie, you blink
frequently, and when you eat, you often shake your legs, which is one
of those habits you can't fix even after your parents nag you. And
also..."
"Stop... That's enough."
"Already? I have so much
more to say."
Ye-rin cheerfully continued to
recount most of the details she knew about Si-hyun. She started with
family-related specifics, then his favorite clothing style and ideal
type of woman, even the exact position of moles that Si-hyun himself
didn't know about.
The more she cheerfully
talked, the more Si-hyun felt as if he were completely exposed
outdoors.
And soon enough, he began to
despise himself.
'What have I been doing?'
Apart from family details,
Si-hyun thought he knew almost everything about Ye-rin.
If it's Ye-rin, she'd act like
this. Since it's Ye-rin, she'd react like that. Si-hyun always
predicted, and his predictions were often correct.
However, that was only a skill
derived from 15 years of experience.
In truth, when it came to
Ye-rin's future plans or her ideal type, he realized he knew nothing
if he probed even a little deeper.
"......."
"Si-hyun?"
Ye-rin noticed tears forming
in Si-hyun's eyes.
Despite the numerous times he
had relied on Ye-rin, he realized he knew nothing about her.
That realization filled
Si-hyun with deep embarrassment and immense regret.