Thanks to the cooperation of
her mother, who had been the cause of her trauma, Chae-yeon's
psychotherapy was showing rapid progress.
"My dear daughter, forget
what I said in the past... You can be honest with the person you love
now. Even if you reveal your true feelings, that person won't abandon
you."
Su-yeon warmly embraced her
sobbing daughter and continued to share words that were completely
opposite of the indoctrination from Chae-yeon's childhood.
Su-yeon spared no effort in
offering positive words to Chae-yeon, regardless of the place, hoping
her daughter could overcome her trauma as soon as possible.
The same was true for
Dong-hoon, who had also become aware of Chae-yeon's trauma.
"Chae-yeon, love is about
giving and receiving from each other. Just like how your mom and I
became closer. If you're honest with your feelings, you can have a
good relationship with your boyfriend too."
Chae-yeon often saw her
father's devotion reflected in Si-hyun's love. Perhaps that was why
she trusted Dong-hoon's words even more and tried to follow his
advice.
'I have to change. Only then
can I date Si-hyun again.'
With Chae-yeon's strong will,
her parents' unwavering support, and professional psychotherapy,
everything was in place.
As a result, Chae-yeon was
able to overcome her trauma in a relatively short period of two
months.
When hope of growing closer by
exchanging love overshadowed her fear of being abandoned by Si-hyun.
'I want to see Si-hyun.'
Feeling brave, Chae-yeon
visited Si-hyun's house.
After confessing to Si-hyun,
Chae-yeon realized that her trauma had completely disappeared.
'Finally, I've finally
overcome it!'
Once Chae-yeon realized she
had overcome her trauma, an overwhelming affection for Si-hyun surged
within her heart. The love she had suppressed during their
relationship began to overflow uncontrollably.
"I can finally say it
now... I like you. I like you, Si-hyun!"
"What nonsense... Do you
think saying that now will shake me?"
"I'm sorry for confessing
so late. But from now on, I can tell you as much as you want..."
Once. Twice.
Chae-yeon took a deep breath
and slipped her left hand through the door crack. Then, she gently
caressed Si-hyun's cheek and spoke.
"I like you, Si-hyun."
Not long after, the door
opened, and Chae-yeon, eager to express her feelings, leaned in...
Smooch♥️
As if possessed, she claimed
Si-hyun's lips. It was a kiss after a long time, and since it was the
first time she initiated it, a thrilling sense of accomplishment
spread through her heart.
'This feeling, it's been so
long...'
Chae-yeon gazed lovingly into
Si-hyun's trembling eyes. She never dreamed she would do something
like this. Believing that Si-hyun was happy, she attempted to gently
deepen the kiss.
But then.
"What are you doing!? Are
you crazy!?"
Si-hyun wiped his lips with
his sleeve and forcefully pushed Chae-yeon away.
Chae-yeon, pushed back, looked
at him with a vacant expression, while Si-hyun stared back with eyes
full of animosity.
"You really are something
else... I don't know what got into you over the break, but no matter
what you do, I'm not getting back together with you."
"Si-hyun..."
Chae-yeon clutched her chest.
Being rejected was expected. She had, after all, inflicted
immeasurable wounds on Si-hyun.
While Chae-yeon was tormented
by guilt, Si-hyun let out his anger without restraint.
"If you were going to be
nice, you should have done it from the start. What's the point of
clinging to me now? Did you get all upset because the slave you used
to boss around disappeared? Is that why you're holding on to me like
this?"
"That's not it at all!"
"Not it? If it really
wasn't, then you should have at least nodded when I asked if you
liked me. When I said I'd let it go with a single apology for how you
treated me like crap, you should have at least managed a 'sorry.'"
Si-hyun's voice was filled
with hatred. Chae-yeon, her legs giving way, dropped to her knees,
rubbing her hands together, and spoke in a tearful voice.
"I was really sorry
then... I wanted to tell you that I liked you too, but because of a
trauma from my childhood, I just couldn't say it..."
"Trauma?"
Si-hyun's eyes widened with
surprise as he listened intently to Chae-yeon’s unexpected
revelation.
Chae-yeon nodded and began to
open up to Si-hyun about her past.
She confessed how her home
environment had been during her childhood, and what kind of life she
had led because of it.
She explained that while
dating Si-hyun, she realized her trauma and that it had prevented her
from expressing affection.
And she also admitted that out
of fear of losing him to Ye-rin, she had deliberately adopted a
controlling attitude.
Hearing all this, Si-hyun
froze in place, his mouth slightly open. He looked down at his
ex-girlfriend, who was crying on her knees, in disbelief.
"Why didn't you tell me?
If you had been honest, I would have tried to help you somehow..."
"I was too scared that if
you found out I had a mental illness, you would break up with me..."
‘To think that there was
such a background to Chae-yeon's behavior…’
The truth was hard to accept,
and Si-hyun felt dizzy and nauseated.
Chae-yeon, still on her knees,
clung to Si-hyun's legs and spoke.
"Si-hyun, I've completely
healed now... I will spend my whole life making it up for how badly I
treated you. I'll do whatever you say, so please, give me another
chance..."
Where did things go wrong?
Memories of their time together flashed through Si-hyun's mind, and
Chae-yeon's harsh demeanor now struck him as heartbreaking.
'Even though there were
circumstances, I can't agree to get back together...'
It's unfortunate that
Chae-yeon had such a painful past. If he weren't dating Ye-rin, he
might have been swayed by sympathy and accepted Chae-yeon's request
to reunite.
But now, there was already
someone he was responsible for.
"...Si-hyun?"
Si-hyun stepped back, breaking
free from Chae-yeon's grasp. As she looked up at him with tear-filled
eyes, he spoke in a subdued voice.
"I'm sorry, but I can't
date you again..."
"W-why?"
"I'm already dating
Ye-rin."
Han Ye-rin. The thought that
her rival had started dating Si-hyun left Chae-yeon breathless, her
hand covering her mouth in shock.
"Y-you're lying..."
"I'm not lying. It's
already been 74 days since Ye-rin and I started dating..."
"Lies. Lies. Lies!!"
Chae-yeon, acting like a child
who only hears what they want to, covered her ears and shook her
head. A moment later, with eyes clouded and a slight laugh in her
voice, she asked,
"Si-hyun, this is all a
joke, right? You're just saying this to push me away, aren't you?"
"Ha..."
Seeing Chae-yeon continuously
trying to escape reality, Si-hyun let out a deep sigh. Then, he took
out his smartphone and turned the screen toward Chae-yeon.
Click.
As he pressed the power
button, the background appeared. It was once an image of him kissing
Chae-yeon at sunset.
"........."
Now, it has been changed to a
picture of Ye-rin. At the beach, under the bright moonlight, they
were kissing in the photo.
"What is this.. I hate
this!"
"It might be hard to
believe, but it's all true. So please, just accept it."
Believing that staying any
longer wouldn't change anything, Si-hyun started walking towards his
home with heavy steps. Chae-yeon quickly grabbed his leg.
"Si-Si-hyun, I was truly
wrong.. I'll treat you better than Ye-rin ever could. So please,
don't leave..."
Hearing Chae-yeon's desperate
plea, Si-hyun bit his lower lip.
"It's already too late.
Besides, dating Ye-rin is much more enjoyable and makes me happier
than being with you again."
Shaking off her hand, Si-hyun
continued walking away.
Slowly, Chae-yeon's body
crumbled.
The further the distance grew
between her and Si-hyun, the more despair began to settle in her
chest.
"Don't go... Please, I'm
begging you..."
The only sound that filled the
air was the creak of the front door opening. Si-hyun opened it widely
and went inside without looking back.
"Ugh! Ha... Ha..."
Struggling with a choking
sensation in her chest, Chae-yeon let out a rough breath. Her vision
blurred, and she felt dizzy, as if she could collapse at any moment.
'Don't leave me behind...'
With a longing gaze, Chae-yeon
stared at the front door. But the door remained immovable.
At that moment, as despair
settled back over her and she lowered her head...
Creak-
The sound of the door hinge
was heard once again. As if she had discovered a ray of hope,
Chae-yeon quickly lifted her head.
"Si-hyun, did you come
back?"
In Si-hyun's returning hand
was a medium-sized box. Slowly approaching Chae-yeon, he bent down
gently and said,
"Lim Chae-yeon, thank you
for everything until now. Even though it didn't end well, I loved you
a lot."
Then he placed the medium box
in front of Chae-yeon and slowly walked away.
"........"
After Si-hyun disappeared,
Chae-yeon opened the box with trembling hands.
Inside, there was a sky blue
album filled with their pictures, a dolphin-shaped keychain, the
wallet he had given her on her birthday, and various other gifts.
It was filled with memories
from when they were a couple.
"Ah…"
Realizing that Si-hyun had
sorted out his feelings and their relationship, Chae-yeon broke into
continuous sobs. Hearing this beyond the front door, Si-hyun...
As he slid down...
He sat by the shoe cabinet,
listening intently to the wailing of his ex-girlfriend until the end.