Chae-yeon's cries, almost like
screams, continued without pause. Every time she heard her name
called out desperately, Si-hyun, listening from the shoe cabinet,
felt as if his heart was burning.
‘This is so messed up…’
Their first love was painfully
immature. If they had communicated openly, or if Chae-yeon had
mentioned her trauma even a bit earlier, their first love might have
lasted.
"Sigh..."
Si-hyun sought relief from his
complicated emotions by rubbing his face with his dry hands. As he
sat there for a while, comforting sounds from nearby residents
reached his ears.
Thanks to the neighbors'
support, Chae-yeon's cries gradually faded away. Recognizing his
ex-girlfriend had left, Si-hyun went to the kitchen and drank a glass
of cold water, which helped to cool the burning sensation inside him.
"Why do all the women
around me have complicated stories?"
Both Ye-rin and Chae-yeon had
unfortunate family histories. He felt sympathetic towards both and
wanted to help, but Si-hyun could only be responsible for one person.
"Being kind to Chae-yeon
would only be false hope. So I have to end it decisively and allow
her to live her own life..."
Resolute, Si-hyun turned on
his phone while lying on the bed. He opened a social media app and
looked at his empty profile picture. He replaced the blank space with
a photo of him kissing Ye-rin.
[Change Complete]
Not long after, he began
receiving a flood of messages from his college friends. Most of them
were congratulatory, asking if they finally started dating or
expressing that they knew it would happen.
And then.
[Ye-rin: Is it okay to change
your profile picture? I was worried that Chae-yeon and Sohui might
bother us. We decided to keep our relationship a secret during the
break, remember?]
Shortly after, a notification
popped up that Ye-rin had changed her profile picture too. At the
same time, Si-hyun received a call.
"Hello."
[I'm curious about what
prompted this change in you, my dear husband~]
Ye-rin's voice had a playful
laugh. It seemed she was quite pleased about the profile picture
change. Si-hyun scratched the back of his head, opening and closing
his mouth as he thought.
"Well, you see..."
Si-hyun hesitated whether to
be honest with her. However, his deliberation didn't last long.
It was something that would
inevitably be revealed once classes resumed. When Ye-rin saw the
change in Chae-yeon's demeanor, she would surely realize something
had happened.
"Sigh..."
With a deep sigh, Si-hyun
confided in her about what happened today, excluding the part about
the kiss, and focusing on Chae-yeon's past and his reaction to it.
As Ye-rin listened to his
story...
[Wait for me at home.]
She ended the call in a calm
voice.
‘Is she planning to come to
my house?’
Si-hyun was taken aback by
Ye-rin's unexpected response. He thought her gentle nature would lead
her to empathize with Chae-yeon's situation.
Ding dong~!
It seemed that wasn't the
case.
"I'll open the door right
now."
When Si-hyun hurriedly opened
the door, Ye-rin appeared, panting. Beads of sweat were formed on her
forehead; she must have run all the way to his house.
"You could've taken your
time..."
As Ye-rin entered the house,
Si-hyun closed the front door. He was about to head to the kitchen to
get her some water, seeing how exhausted she looked when suddenly—
Ye-rin embraced Si-hyun from
behind. She exhaled heavy breaths against his back and asked him in a
trembling voice.
"You... You're not going
back to Lim Chae-yeon, are you? You'll stay by my side, right?"
Having discovered the
sweetness of their relationship, Ye-rin couldn't bear the thought of
letting Si-hyun go. If things reverted to how they were before...
Just the thought of it made
Ye-rin tremble with fear.
"Si-hyun, I'm really
anxious right now... Knowing that Lim Chae-yeon went through such
things, I'm scared you'll reach out to her again. The girl you liked
so much is starting to cling to you, and I'm afraid your heart will
waver. I'm telling you, I'm anxious..."
"Ye-rin..."
Si-hyun gently held Ye-rin's
hands that were resting on his stomach. Then, he spoke.
"Just like I told you on
the phone, I've already sorted things out with Chae-yeon."
"But still..."
Ye-rin couldn't finish her
sentence and hugged Si-hyun even tighter. Feeling the dampness
spreading on his back, Si-hyun realized that Ye-rin was crying.
"Do you not trust me?"
"I'm sorry... I want to
trust you, but this time, it's really hard. I know how much you liked
her, because I watched over you closely."
Ye-rin had been watching
Si-hyun closely, noticing how his mood would shift drastically even
with Chae-yeon's smallest reactions.
Every time she saw him that
way, her heart felt like it was aching, causing her to writhe in pain
and scream out silently.
'I never want to go through
that experience again...'
Ye-rin's trembling grew
stronger, and Si-hyun removed her hands from his abdomen, pulling her
into an embrace to face her. He gently brushed her tousled brown hair
back.
And there, revealed was her
lovely face, streaked with tears. Si-hyun wiped her face with the
back of his hand and spoke.
"What can I do to earn
your trust?"
"I don't know either..."
Si-hyun kissed Ye-rin in
sequence on her forehead, nose, and lips. As he moved downward, he
tasted the salt of her tears.
"Is this not enough?"
"It's far from enough."
Ye-rin placed her lips on
Si-hyun's neck and started to suck gently. She desperately wanted to
leave her mark on him somehow.
Smack..♥️
It felt as if his skin was
being drawn out, but Si-hyun endured it to ease Ye-rin's anxiety. As
she marked his skin from his neck onward, her cheeks turned rosy red
as she spoke.
"Mark me too..."
Nodding, Si-hyun held Ye-rin's
head with his left hand and her waist with his right. Then, as if he
were a vampire, he began to suck on her neck.
"Ugh… Ha.. Ha.."
Ye-rin's breath, filled with
excitement, reached Si-hyun's neck.
As Ye-rin pulled her lips
away, a red mark appeared, and she nodded, offering the other side of
her neck.
"Do it here too..."
"Alright."
Perhaps it was because of the
sweat from running there. Ye-rin's neck tasted salty, almost as if
tears had flowed, but it also carried a fragrant scent, as if she had
drenched it in fabric softener.
Smooch...
With the last kiss, Ye-rin's
neck was covered in red marks. Looking up at Si-hyun with watery
eyes, she caressed his hand and said,
"Tonight... I want to
sleep at your place."
Startled by Ye-rin's bold
statement, Si-hyun shivered. Only after a moment did he nod, as he
realized he might be taking steps up the ladder to adulthood, which
made him gradually tense up.
Ye-rin then gently laid
Si-hyun down on the bed and nestled his head onto her arm.
Slide— Slide—
She gently traced circles over
Si-hyun's chest with her fingers and whispered carefully into his
ear.
"I would love to go all
the way, but... it's that time of the month, you know."
"Oh."
That time. Often referred to
as the magic day for women. It was said that during their period,
many women become irritable, but Ye-rin had never shown it, so
Si-hyun hadn't noticed at all.
"Are you in pain?"
"It hurts a bit, but I
can endure it."
Si-hyun softly rubbed Ye-rin's
lower abdomen, wishing for her to feel better quickly. Even through
her clothes, her skin felt smooth.
"Does that help? Does it
feel a little better?"
"Pff… Wow, it really
does feel like a magic touch."
Ye-rin giggled and gently
looked at Si-hyun's hand.
As she softly petted his hand,
she interlocked their fingers and, staring at them, spoke softly.
"Si-hyun."
"Yeah?"
"Earlier, you asked how
you could trust me, remember?"
"That's right. Do you
have any ideas?"
Nodding, Ye-rin continued.
"How about getting couple
rings with me?"
"Couple rings?"
Even when dating Chae-yeon, he
hadn't gotten such a token of commitment. As Si-hyun imagined the
ring that would fit on his ring finger, Ye-rin fidgeted with her
fingers.
"Yeah... Wearing couple
rings makes it feel like we're connected, and it would give me some
peace of mind."
Si-hyun smiled at Ye-rin's
adorable suggestion. Tightening his grip on their clasped hands, he
replied in a sincere tone.
"Sounds good. I've always
wanted to try wearing couple rings at least once."
"Why didn’t you get
them when you were with Chae-yeon?"
Come to think of it, why
hadn’t he? After pondering for a moment, Si-hyun answered.
"I guess it was because I
didn’t have time back then. We were so busy thinking about what to
talk about and where to go that I never even imagined couple rings."
"Hehe... So I'm your
first, then?"
"In a way, yes."
Ye-rin nodded repeatedly, her
face brimming with satisfaction. Then, she released their intertwined
fingers and hugged Si-hyun from the side.
"Then... let's sleep like
this and go into town in the morning. Let's choose a beautiful one
and ask them to engrave our initials."
Si-hyun gently combed through
Ye-rin's hair with his fingers, speaking softly.
"Sure, is there anything
else you want to do?"
"I also want to take more
sticker photos. Now that we've gone public with our relationship, I
want to post all the photos on social media."
With a warm smile, Si-hyun
agreed to Ye-rin's wishes. She was not only his childhood friend but
now also his girlfriend, whom he had promised to be responsible for
until the end.
Si-hyun would do his best to
ensure she wouldn't feel anxious.