Before Si-hyun and Ye-rin met.
Chae-yeon arrived at her
apartment and collapsed onto the bed like a doll with its strings
cut.
"Si-hyun..."
Maybe because she had been
crying so hard, her voice was half-hoarse. Her slightly cracked voice
leaked out, laced with pain.
"I was wrong... I'll
reflect and atone for it for the rest of my life, so please come back
to me..."
No one was around, but her
self-loathing continued. She pounded her chest with her fists,
regretting and reliving her past wrongdoings over and over again.
Vrrr-
Her smartphone, which was in
her pocket, vibrated strongly.
"Si-hyun?"
Quickly, Chae-yeon turned on
her phone. When she checked the notification...
[Kim Si-hyun has changed his
profile picture.]
It was a phrase associated
with nothing but bad memories. What on earth had he changed his empty
photo to? Her finger, about to click impulsively, hesitated in
mid-air.
"I don't want to see
it..."
She was sure the photo didn't
include her. Most likely, it was of Ye-rin, who was currently dating
Si-hyun.
Despite knowing it would hurt
her to see, curiosity got the better of her. With her eyes tightly
shut, she pressed the notification button.
"........"
She hoped it was a cute animal
picture as she opened her eyes, but reality, unsurprisingly, was
cruelly different.
Si-hyun's profile picture and
background photo were filled with Ye-rin, and his status message
indicated how long they had been together.
"Sigh…
Haha..."
Chae-yeon let out a dry laugh
as her phone slipped from her hands.
How long will her heart
continue to be torn apart? The thought of Si-hyun and Ye-rin happily
spending time together at school made her almost too scared to
attend.
"It's too painful..."
It was too late to return to
their past relationship. Si-hyun already had a new girlfriend, and
there was no room for Chae-yeon to come between them.
The pure smile that was once
for her, the gentle care, the reassuring presence... all of it now
belonged to another woman.
"........."

Chae-yeon's eyes gradually
lost their spark, growing dull as she struggled to accept reality.
Not wanting to think about anything, she wished to drift into
unconsciousness, slowly clearing her mind.
"Ah..."
Suddenly, she noticed the box
Si-hyun had given her. It was filled with precious memories from when
they were together as a couple. Chae-yeon picked up the Sky Blue
Album.
Shff-
How many times had she looked
through it? Just as her own Sky Blue Album was covered in
fingerprints, so was the one Si-hyun had. It was creased and
tattered, like an old rag.
"Si-hyun..."
Seeing this album made her
feel just how deep Si-hyun's love had been for her. Alongside came an
overwhelming guilt. As much as he had liked her, the damage she
caused to herself became even greater.
"How can I ever repay all
of this..."
The sin of trampling on his
pure love.
The sin of resorting to
control through coercion.
The sins of deceiving him —
perhaps even a lifetime of living like a slave wouldn’t be enough
to atone for them.
'Si-hyun wants me to disappear
from his life...'
But deep down, she was a
selfish woman. No matter how much contempt or pain she would have to
endure, Chae-yeon wanted to stay by Si-hyun’s side.
“I love you... Si-hyun...”
Hugging the album made her
feel a slight warmth in her heart. Thinking that it contained traces
of their love, she wanted to keep holding it.
As tears threatened to spill
again, soaking in the warmth of his love, and while she was about to
wallow in self-pity—
Ding dong~
Someone was at Chae-yeon's
door.
The visitor at Chae-yeon's
house was none other than Sohui. Standing there with a pale
complexion, Sohui saw Chae-yeon’s tear-streaked face.
“Ch-Chae-yeon...”
As soon as she found out
Si-hyun was dating Ye-rin, Sohui rushed over, worried about Chae-yeon
being heartbroken. Clearly, the shock had been severe, as Chae-yeon's
appearance was a mess.
From her red, swollen eyes to
her tangled hair.
Unable to bear the sight,
Sohui slowly hung her head and kept her mouth shut, knowing that
anything she said might upset Chae-yeon more.
“.........”
Chae-yeon looked blankly at
Sohui’s subdued presence. On the verge of a breakdown, she briefly
considered blaming Sohui for everything, hoping it might bring her
some comfort.
But knowing that Sohui had
done her best to help them reconcile, she couldn’t bring herself to
blame her friend.
“Come in.”
“Okay…”
After letting Sohui into the
house, Chae-yeon boiled water with the kettle. As she prepared
instant coffee in paper cups, the two sat in utter silence.
When the silence had stretched
to nearly five minutes—
“I’m sorry… I’m really
sorry…”
Sohui began to cry. As she sat
on the sofa wiping her tears, she spoke in a choked voice.
“If I hadn’t suggested the
blind date, none of this would’ve happened… It’s all my fault.
I’m so sorry, Chae-yeon!”
Without a word, Chae-yeon
poured water into the paper cups. Then, placing them on a tray, she
approached Sohui and said softly,
“I’m also at fault for not
strongly refusing the blind date. So, don’t blame yourself too
much.”
“But…”
Chae-yeon put the tray on the
floor and gently rubbed Sohui’s back. She didn’t want her
long-time friend to feel distressed since she felt her own guilt was
punishment enough.
“Chae-yeon…”
Soothed by Chae-yeon’s
gentle touch, Sohui was overwhelmed with emotion. Soon she broke down
and cried in Chae-yeon’s embrace, while Chae-yeon patted her back,
consoling her.
After quite some time, Sohui’s
trembling subsided, and she sniffled as she asked, “Has the
treatment been going well?”
Thanks to their phone
conversations, Sohui was aware of Chae-yeon’s trauma and knew she
was undergoing psychotherapy during the vacation period.
In response to Sohui’s
question, Chae-yeon nodded and replied.
"If it's about the
trauma, I've managed to overcome it... That's why I confessed to
Si-hyun on my way here, but he rejected me harshly..."
Chae-yeon's expression turned
gloomy rapidly. It felt as though Sohui accidentally kept stepping on
mines everywhere she went. Quickly, Sohui clapped her hand over her
own careless mouth.
In a resigned voice, Chae-yeon
continued, "Si-hyun changing his profile picture is probably his
way of firmly telling me not to approach him anymore... It's over
between us, meaning I shouldn’t even dream about it."
"Chae-yeon..."
As Sohui looked at her with a
sympathetic gaze, Chae-yeon clenched her fist tightly and said, "But
I'm not planning to give up. I've fallen for Si-hyun too deeply to
give up now..."
‘Was she implying she
planned to win Si-hyun back from Ye-rin?’
Instead of cheering her on,
Sohui was filled with worry.
If this had been before they
were dating, there might have been a chance... But since Si-hyun and
Ye-rin, who already matched so well, are together now, the likelihood
of them breaking up seemed extremely slim to Sohui.
If she failed to win him back,
Chae-yeon would only end up more heartbroken, and even if she
succeeded, she would be labeled as someone who stole another's
partner.
Either scenario was bound to
be toxic for Chae-yeon.
"Sigh..."
Letting out a shallow sigh,
Sohui pondered whether to support this or not. Perhaps encouraging
Chae-yeon to quit now might be the right choice for the long-term
future.
'But I was the one who caused
them to break up... I could never tell her to give up...'
Fearful of being cut off if
she said such words, despite knowing it wasn’t the right choice,
Sohui decided to support Chae-yeon's love.
Determined to comfort her if
she failed and to stand by her if any negative rumors spread if she
succeeded.
'Chae-yeon, no matter what
happens, I'll be by your side...'
At that moment, Sohui, who
cherished their friendship, made up her mind to take responsibility
for the trouble she caused until the end.
Buzz-
Both Chae-yeon and Sohui's
phones vibrated simultaneously.
'Oh, could it be...'
It felt like a familiar
situation. Breaking out in a cold sweat, Sohui checked her phone,
hoping it was just a notification from their chat group...
"..."
Seeing Si-hyun's name mixed in
the notifications, she gasped. Hastily entering to check, she found
it filled with photos of Si-hyun and Ye-rin looking sweet together.
'I can't let Chae-yeon see
this!'
Before she could process the
headache from the unpleasant situation, Sohui tried to prevent
Chae-yeon from seeing her phone.
"Sniff... sob..."
But it was too late. Chae-yeon
had already seen it and was crying as she looked at her smartphone.
With every scroll, more affectionate moments between Si-hyun and
Ye-rin filled her screen. Unable to bear it, Chae-yeon turned off her
phone with trembling hands.
"Chae, Chae-yeon, are you
okay?"
At Sohui's concerned question,
Chae-yeon slowly shook her head.
"...Sorry, I think I need
to rest in my room first."
Chae-yeon tossed her
smartphone onto the sofa and walked weakly to her room.
Once inside, she locked the
door and hugged the Sky Blue Album tightly.
"Where are the photos
taken with me? Why are only those kinds of photos being posted..."
Feeling like the traces of her
time with Si-hyun were disappearing, her attachment to the album in
her arms grew stronger.
"I made a mistake…
Please stop now…"
Every time she closed her
eyes, the images of Si-hyun and Ye-rin looking like a couple haunted
her, causing her distress. Chae-yeon, who had already messed up her
neatly arranged hair,
rustle-
Tried to cover up the memories
she had just seen by reminiscing through the photos in the album.