In a narrow alley where the
orange street lights flickered.
Ye-rin, on her way home,
stopped and looked back with a shallow sigh.
"I knew it... If it were
you, I thought you'd wait until I came out."
Chae-yeon's face was partially
hidden by her disheveled hair, but through it, her unfocused eyes
could be seen.
There was no life in her, as
if Chae-yeon had fallen into a pit of despair. Ye-rin approached her
step by step.
"This happened before,
didn't it? When I was leaving after hanging out with Si-hyun, you
followed me like a stalker and started telling me what to do."
An unpleasant memory. Ye-rin
frowned as she continued speaking.
"What did you say back
then? That no matter what I did, Si-hyun would come back to you? It's
really funny..."
Ye-rin scoffed at the reversal
of their current situation. What reaction would she get? As Ye-rin
stood there silently waiting.
Standing dazed, Chae-yeon
spoke in a voice that was half-broken.
"I'm sorry..."
Apologizing was the last thing
Ye-rin had expected from Chae-yeon's mouth. Ye-rin's eyes widened in
surprise.
"Why are you apologizing
so out of character? Act confidently like you did earlier."
She wished Chae-yeon would
demand Si-hyun back with anger. Facing her in this submissive manner
made it awkward to deal with her.
On the other hand, Chae-yeon,
who had been staring at Ye-rin with lost eyes, suddenly...
Thud...
She slowly knelt before
Ye-rin. What had changed in her mind to make her act this way?
Retreating from the changed
Chae-yeon, Ye-rin asked cautiously.
"What’s wrong with
you... Why are you doing this?"
As soon as Ye-rin's question
ended, tears began to stream down Chae-yeon's cheeks.
Rejected by Si-hyun and
cornered, she had lost even the pride to maintain her dignity.
She was solely focused on
doing whatever it took to get close to Si-hyun again.
"I'll do whatever you
want... Please, could you give Si-hyun back to me?"
"Give him back? Are you
asking me to break up with him?"
Chae-yeon said nothing. But
her silence spoke volumes, understood by everyone.
"What an outrageous
request..."
Stunned by such an absurd
demand, Ye-rin was speechless, while Chae-yeon continued speaking.
"Without Si-hyun, I don't
have the will to live anymore... I keep remembering the times he fed
me, the times he sang me lullabies before I slept, the times he
complimented whatever I wore... If things stay like this, I feel I'm
really going to lose my mind..."
Even after seeing her earlier
in the afternoon, it was clear that Chae-yeon was a completely
different person before and after dealing with her trauma.
It's not just liking someone,
but when that person disappears, it's as if your whole life
deteriorates.
Ye-rin thought that the
current Chae-yeon was just like her past self.
"..That's the same for me
too. Si-hyun is everything to me, almost like my entire life, and
without him, I wouldn't know how to live."
If not for her maternal
grandmother and Si-hyun, she might have considered ending her life
before even becoming an adult. This was Ye-rin's main thought, which
allowed her to live with gratitude towards them both.
"But you tried to take
someone so precious to me away with such determination... Don't you
think it's too selfish to act like this now?"
Ye-rin could not forgive
Chae-yeon for trying to exclude Si-hyun from her life.
While Chae-yeon monopolized
Si-hyun, Ye-rin spent her days in sadness.
Every time Si-hyun posted
memories with Chae-yeon on social media, Ye-rin would silently cry
into her blanket, repeatedly eating to the point of sickness to
relieve her stress.
What nerve did Chae-yeon have
to make such a request after causing Ye-rin such painful days?
As Ye-rin looked down with a
resentful gaze, Chae-yeon spoke in a dejected voice.
"Back then, I was too
insecure... I was afraid you'd take Si-hyun away from me."
"I'm sorry, but I'm also
scared of losing Si-hyun to you. Though I hate to admit it, it's true
that Si-hyun loved you madly, and I don't want you near him."
She didn't even want to allow
Chae-yeon a place as a friend.
She feared that keeping her
close could enchant his heart again.
'I don't want to lose him
anymore...
Haven't I suffered enough for
over a year?’
Ye-rin clenched her fist so
tightly that her palm hurt, then turned around and spoke.
"..No matter what you
ask, I have no intention of granting it. I'll pretend this
conversation never happened, so don't interfere with us and go find
another good guy."
Even though she knew it was
impossible, Ye-rin suggested a harsh path and tried to leave.
However, Chae-yeon's words
stopped her.
"Meeting another man
would be worse; I'd rather stay alone forever... Besides, I've hurt
Si-hyun so much. If I'm not there to take care of him..."
"I can take care of
Si-hyun too. I want to be with him because I like him, don't make
excuses for other reasons."
As Chae-yeon cried, Ye-rin
turned her head and continued speaking.
"If it's about your past,
I've heard it from Si-hyun. I'm sure it must feel unjust. You met a
man you truly loved, only for everything to fall apart due to
trauma."
It would be a lie to say
Ye-rin felt no sympathy for the broken Chae-yeon. With her own dark
family history, she understood Chae-yeon's emotions deeply.
"But just because you
have such a past doesn't mean I'm going to give up Si-hyun to you. I
like him too much to hand him over out of mere pity."
Ye-rin felt sorry as
Chae-yeon's face gradually drowned in despair. However, while she
pitied her past, Ye-rin also held a contrasting thought.
‘It may be selfish, but I
ended up feeling grateful that you had trauma…’
If Chae-yeon didn't have her
dark family history, Ye-rin would have just watched them date
forever, helplessly.
However, because of the
trauma, she unexpectedly gained this opportunity, and she felt a
sense of responsibility for it.
"........."
Ye-rin finally voiced her last
words to Chae-yeon, who was looking at her with vacant eyes.
"For all the things you
couldn't do for Si-hyun so far… I'll take care of healing his
wounds and expressing all the affection he needs. So please... let
Si-hyun go."
With a heavy heart, Ye-rin
returned home after leaving Chae-yeon behind.
'I got back later than
expected...'
At this hour, Si-hyun must be
really worried. Hastily, Ye-rin took out her phone and called him as
she cleared her throat.
Tring... Tring...
Just as the second ring
ended...
[Hello?]
The voice of the one she loved
sent butterflies fluttering in Ye-rin's heart.
"I'm not your 'honey';
I'm still your girlfriend~"
[What an old joke.]
"Why, it's still fun,
though."
While Ye-rin chuckled at their
pointless banter, Si-hyun asked in a gentle voice,
[Did you get home safely?]
"Yeah, I just got in and
I'm resting now."
[I thought you'd be back soon,
but it took longer than expected.]
"I was hungry, so I
stopped by the convenience store."
She felt guilty for lying, but
she couldn't bring herself to tell him the truth about meeting
Chae-yeon.
[Ah... Now that I think about
it, all you had was squid today. I should have cooked you some ramen
before you left.]
Si-hyun's trust in her words
made Ye-rin sigh in relief as she replied,
"It's okay. Today was
quite hectic in many ways... I was so out of it that I didn't even
realize I was hungry."
[Yeah, I felt the same way.]
Ye-rin noticed that Si-hyun's
affectionate voice had lost some of its usual warmth. Was he feeling
guilty about what happened with Chae-yeon today?
Deciding not to dwell on the
somber mood any longer, Ye-rin quickly changed the subject.
"More than that, I can't
wait to wear the couple rings. Right?"
[Right. Let's go pick them up
together when they're ready.]
Just the thought of wearing
matching rings on their left ring fingers made Ye-rin's heart swell
with excitement.
"Yeah. But are we going
to put them on right there when we get them?"
[Wouldn't that be nice? Or did
you have something else in mind?]
"How about doing it in a
romantic setting, like a proposal?"
[That's quite a bold request.]
"What's so embarrassing
about it? If you can't do it, it's fine. I'll just do it myself."
When Ye-rin spoke with a hint
of teasing disappointment, Si-hyun quickly refuted her.
[I said it's embarrassing, not
that I won't do it.]
"Then will you do it?"
[If that's what you wish... I
can do that much for you.]
"Hehe..."
Ye-rin let out a silly laugh
without realizing it. The source of the happiness that breathed life
into her existence was Kim Si-hyun.
She didn't want to give up or
share her precious boyfriend with anyone.
He was hers alone. Even if
someone asked, even if Si-hyun himself wanted to break up, Ye-rin had
no intention of letting him go.