[Chae-yeon: You've really
visited many places with Ye-rin. It must have been fun, haha.]
"Oh no! What was I
thinking, sending that just like that?"
I had meant to delete it
immediately, but accidentally pressed the send button.
Why did I waste my fifth
message with something like this? Every time I suggested going
somewhere, it always turned out that he had already been there with
Han Ye-rin, and it must have shaken my mental state for a moment.
"I still have so much to
say, and it's already over.."
Biting my nails, I went over
the message thread with Si-hyun again and again. Deciding that I
hadn't fully expressed what I felt, I promised myself to add more
characters next time.
"Is calling my only
option now..."
The time allotted for a call
with Si-hyun was just 15 minutes.
I needed to use this as
efficiently as possible.
'Even three hours wouldn't be
enough, so what's the point of 15 minutes?'
I grumbled to myself as I
listened to the dial tone. It wasn't long before I heard Si-hyun's
voice.
[Hello?]
"Si-hyun, it's
Chae-yeon..."
It's been so long since we
talked at night. Hearing his voice through the speaker made my nose
tingle with emotion.
[I know. Just get to the
point.]
"I don't really have a
specific reason, I just wanted to hear your voice, so I called..."
Being able to connect with
Si-hyun, that alone is a big enough reason for me.
[If you're calling for
something as trivial as that, you must have a lot of free time...]
It's a reason that others may
not understand.
"I might be free, but no
matter how busy I was, I would always make time to call you."
[What are you… Didn't you
say you gave up on me?]
At Si-hyun's suspicious tone,
I swallowed the saliva that had pooled in my mouth. I couldn't reveal
my true feelings to him yet. The priority was to approach naturally
using our friendship.
"Of course I gave up. I
plan to remain a good friend for life."
When you think about it, a
girlfriend is also a friend, so it's not a lie. While rationalizing
this to myself, I heard Si-hyun's relieved voice.
[Really? Then that's a
relief.]
It would have been nice if he
sounded a little disappointed. The fact that I couldn't hear even a
hint of that in his voice made my heart ache.
But I continued the call
without showing any signs of it.
"I only have 15 minutes
to talk with you. I really want to make the most of it. Is it okay if
I call you every night?"
[Well, I doubt there's much to
talk about even if we do.]
"It's okay even if I just
listen without saying anything."
[...Alright. Do as you wish
then.]
Surprisingly, he agreed
readily.
Was Si-hyun's permission
granted out of sympathy? Either way, I was relieved and began to
speak.
"Then, in the old
days..."
[Just leave out the stories
from when we were dating.]
"......"
I had planned to stir up
feelings of nostalgia, but it was dashed right from the start.
[Why did you suddenly go
quiet? Were you really going to talk about that?]
"No! Absolutely not!"
Even though Si-hyun couldn't
see me, I shook my head vigorously. And now that my plan had failed,
I tried to think of a topic I could discuss with Si-hyun.
"Uh.. then, Si-hyun, do
you remember the cat YouTuber you used to watch all the time?"
[Do you mean Huhuhu?]
"Yeah. Do you still watch
their videos?"
[Of course. I often rewatch
them whenever I'm bored.]
Fortunately, it seemed like we
could create some common ground. This should be enough to keep the
conversation going.
"Then you must have seen
the recent video! The one with the cat called Myatong that doesn't
meow with 'meow' but instead cries out like 'iyahoong.'"
[Oh, I saw that. The way it
cried, it was like it was trying to talk to its owner. People even
made parody videos with it.]
There was a slight laugh in
Si-hyun's voice. Feeling accomplished by his reaction, I responded.
"Really? How did they
parody it?"
[They turned that crying sound
into a live concert. It sounded pretty good, so it's quite
entertaining to watch.]
"Wow... I'll have to look
it up later."
Having this conversation makes
me feel like we've returned to the past. Back then, Si-hyun would
often come up with topics for us, but now it's my turn to do that.
‘Six minutes left... I have
to maintain this atmosphere until the call ends.’
After checking the remaining
time, I pressed my ear closer to the speaker.
[Yeah. Make sure to watch it
when you have time. It's definitely enterta...]
Bzzzz-
The sound of a vibration came
through the speaker. It caused Si-hyun's words to get cut off, and
after a brief pause, he continued speaking.
[Sorry, but I have to hang up
now.]
This was completely different
from what we were just talking about. There was still time left, so
why was this happening? The reason soon became clear.
[Ye-rin called me, so I need
to hang up. Is that okay?]
"Uh, yeah. Of course, you
should do that. I'll contact you later then."
[Okay.]
Click.
The call ended, and my phone
returned to the home screen. Looking at the call duration, we had
used 10 minutes and 26 seconds out of the allotted 15 minutes.
"There's still 4 minutes
and 34 seconds left, so why the interruption..."
By now, Han Ye-rin could talk
with him all she wanted. She would listen to Si-hyun's voice until
she fell asleep, hear him sing, and have delightful conversations
with him.
"I'm so incredibly
jealous..."
But if I could maintain this
kind of atmosphere during calls in the future, I might get closer to
Si-hyun, too.
"And if Si-hyun's
affection returns..."
The person on the call at this
time wouldn't be Han Ye-rin, but me.
The weekend finally arrived.
Since Ye-rin said she wanted
to watch a movie, Si-hyun went downtown. Upon arriving at the agreed
location in a shopping complex, he spotted Chae-yeon with her
girlfriend for some reason.
"Why is she here?"
Puzzled, Si-hyun whispered in
Ye-rin's ear.
"I thought we were going
on a date by ourselves today. Why did you invite Chae-yeon?"
"Just because we recently
became friends. I thought it might be fun to hang out together."
Si-hyun tilted his head at
Ye-rin's inexplicable action. After all, Chae-yeon was his
ex-girlfriend.
‘Why is Ye-rin, who doesn't
want me to have contact with Chae-yeon, doing this?’
While Si-hyun was observing
Ye-rin with a mischievous smile, Chae-yeon approached and linked her
fingers with his, saying, "I promised to cover the movie and
popcorn costs, so both of you enjoy yourselves."
Ye-rin nodded with a bright
smile.
"You really didn't have
to, but given your generosity, we'll accept."
Ye-rin tightly hugged
Si-hyun's left arm. Consequently, with a beautiful woman on each
side, Si-hyun felt more intense stares of jealousy than usual as they
moved forward.
The movie Ye-rin wanted to
watch was, in fact, a romantic couple's movie. But surprisingly, it
was mainly a simple love story rather than a melodramatic tale.
"Si-hyun, ah~"
While watching the movie,
Ye-rin playfully fed popcorn to Si-hyun as if showing off.
This was a thoroughly
calculated move. If she displayed affection next to Chae-yeon, Ye-rin
believed she could observe two potential outcomes.
The first was discerning
Chae-yeon's true feelings. If Chae-yeon tried to mimic such actions,
it would mean she hadn't given up on Si-hyun.
The second was that if
Chae-yeon had indeed given up, witnessing this act would further
discourage her interest in Si-hyun.
Thus, Ye-rin had invited
Chae-yeon to the date, deliberately enduring discomfort.
‘Let's see how long you can
endure,’ she thought.
As Ye-rin placed another piece
of popcorn in Si-hyun's mouth, Chae-yeon, watching them, spoke up.
"You both look really
good together."
Chae-yeon smiled with her
eyes, holding a lemonade in her hand. The straw she had used was
flattened like dried squid, covered with teeth marks.
‘So, that's how you're going
to play it, huh?’
While she had anticipated
this, witnessing the couple's affection right in front of her made
Chae-yeon's insides boil.
And by the time 50 minutes of
the movie had passed…
As a kissing scene unfolded on
the screen, Chae-yeon stared at it as if entranced.
[Haa... haa...]
The irregular breathing
emanating from the speakers seemed to tickle her ears, causing her
heart to race as well.
Furthermore, when she glanced
around, other couples in the audience were already kissing, wrapped
in the romantic atmosphere.
'I want to do that too...'
Driven by instinct, Chae-yeon
looked at Si-hyun. And what she saw as a result was:
Churrup- Chlurrrp-
Ye-rin, holding Si-hyun's
cheeks, was kissing him. She slipped her tongue between his teeth and
swallowed a piece of popcorn that had stuck there.
Si-hyun, startled by Ye-rin's
intense technique, jittered occasionally, and the reaction was felt
by Chae-yeon who was holding his hand.
"............"
Chae-yeon bit her lower lip in
silence. However, knowing that Ye-rin was looking in her direction,
she maintained an innocent smile outwardly.
'Just wait, Han Ye-rin. I will
definitely pay you back for this.'
Chae-yeon gripped Si-hyun's
hand tightly with both of hers.
Despite having the one she
loves right next to her, the distance between them felt unbearably
far.